Lesson must be taught

It goes a long, long way.

The "it" shoes

There is a pair of shoes that I long to own. Its been about 4 years already. Its super expensive (for people like me, at least), it is a designer shoes, and its absolutely gorgeous.

I bought it.

But I am not in the slightest happy.

Perhaps it wasn't the shoes I wanted.

Perhaps it was the idea of wanting the shoes was what makes the shoes so special.

Because now that I have it, its nothing special anymore...

My brother and i

It would be lying to claim we're chummy. We're not. Growing up changes that. Tonight, we're having dinner togwther. I haven't had dinner with him for a while. We don't really talk, but at least we're sitting at the same table... Baby steps, baby steps.

I got bored

So, one of my favourite past time is making subtitles to music videos. I know. It's a complete waste of time...(insert nag).... and also, it's one of my way of procrastinating stuff. It is in fact that if I finished a subtitled video, it means I'm already on the road of procrastinating something else.

This time around, it's this song. (It's not my fault! I read in the comment section how agonizing it is to not understand such a great song)

Yuna - Lelaki

Guilty

I was carrying a bag full of books and I place it on the floor right next to my feet as soon as I get a seat.
I was in the bus.
I sat next to a guy.
I notice that he was grimacing in pain.
I look down.
I didn't stare. I just saw it from a glance.
He has his left foot bandaged.
I started to doze off, I barely sleep last night.
The bus took a quick turn.
My bag that was full of books swiftly move along...
and hit the guy's injured leg.
He yelps in pain.
I quickly pull the bag away.
I was speechless.
It was my fault.
I mean, it was my bag after all.
I look at him straight in the eye and say sorry.
I expected a scolding, a blaming sentence, anger.

He smiled. He said: "Tak apa"

Wow.

Because I'd definitely throw a fit if something/someone hurt me when I'm in pain

IQ test

I couldn't sleep. so I answered a test...



IQ Test

which is sort of high? It does make me feel happier, but then again...

I should sleep

Hollow

Have you ever wake up and feel absolutely miserable for no particular reason?
I don't know why but I know that I should be happy.
I have got things going on for me, which can be easily put as perfect.



But still, I am unhappy.

I do feel guilty for being ungrateful, but truly, I'm just not happy.